On Saturday July 28, 2012 I concluded my time as Youth
Pastor at Spanish-American Church. As I waited for my senior pastor to finish
his sermon and announce to the crowd of six hundred that I was to part, I kept
telling my self not to cry. Sitting there I thought of how I got there, the
circumstances that had lead me to become a pastor after years of running away.
I thought my ministry was in education but God always has a silly way of doing
things. (God does have a sense of humor)
I remembered how scared I was my first day preaching. I
remembered how weird it felt to be called pastor by so many adults. I
remembered standing there, naïve to the whole experience and how useless I felt
as I stood before people who had been Christians longer than I have lived. A
new challenge. A new opportunity. My tenure at Spanish-American started at VBS
(Pandamania) and ended with VBS (Sky); one year and a month to be exact.
I never knew how attached you can get to a group of people.
As the sermon finished and got called up, I was telling my self “Don’t cry.
Don’t cry.” I was doing good until I looked at my senior pastor and saw how
serious he was (I know he was crying inside). The tears just started flowing.
I love Spanish-American Church. It was my first church. I
love the youth there. I love the Pathfinders. I love the adults there too. Yet
in this ministry, as all know, one must go where he/she is needed.
In my heart I will take many memories. I have grown bounds
thanks to the guidance of my now former senior pastor. I have been loved by
such a great group of young people and I love them back too. I have seen young
boys and girls grow into amazing followers of Christ. I have seen youth and
young adults eager to make a difference. I have laughed, gotten sunburned,
slept in freezing temperatures, faced my fears with MY, oh so energetic,
Pathfinders.
Yet, now is time for a new challenge, a different road. I
will head out to land different from this one but I do not head out alone. I
head out knowing that there is a church in Boyle Heights on Bridge Street that
is praying for me.
I love you Spanish-American…
| I shall be telling this with a sigh | |
| Somewhere ages and ages hence: | |
| Two roads diverged in a wood, and I— | |
| I took the one less traveled by, | |
| And that has made all the difference. |
"The Road Not Taken" -Robert Frost

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